Here we are two and a half weeks into 2019. How does time go so fast? Working on personal goals and development this year. More about that in another post.
I just wanted to say that I’m still here. LOL! I had honestly planned to just let blogging go for good since I’m clearly not good at it. But there’s a little prickle in the back of my mind telling me not to give up, but to come at it differently. More about that in another post.
How’s your 2019 so far? What are your plans for the year?
So on Pinterest, I have a board titled “10 Year Plan.” On it I’ve saved articles about how to make money, save money, live frugally, as well as articles about small or tiny space living. You see, Daniel and I share a goal to live simply and debt free as soon as possible, but no later than 10 years from now. We want to be able to travel around the United States, to not have to worry about money, and to use our talents.
At this early stage I can’t tell you how we’re going to do it. Frankly I’m scared we’ll fail. Really, really scared. But I can’t let us not try.
Found this meme* on Facebook today. This is my mantra right now. I don’t want to be in the same place 10 years from now.
*If this is your work, please let me know and I will credit you. This image was found uncredited on Facebook.
Perhaps knowing on September 16 I will turn fifty years old triggered something in my psyche. Perhaps realizing over half my life expectancy is gone, and I have not truly pursued the dreams of my twenties brought on this angst. Perhaps I’m in the throes of a midlife crisis.
I’m done with what if. I’m done with panicking over the thought of lying on my deathbed crying for the lost daydreams of my youth.
Time to figure out what I want out of the rest of my life and do it.
First big step-get out of the day job. It’s killing me by millimeters. So it’s gotta go. Or rather I’ve gotta go. I’m giving myself a year to find another way to make a living. A way that feeds me instead of depletes me.
First day-to-day step-further develop a healthy lifestyle. Lose this last 20-30 pounds. Find an exercise routine I enjoy that doesn’t include running. (My back just won’t let me run.) Come out as an essential oil user. Chronicle how essential oils help me recover my health.
Take the sentiment below to heart. This is my new motto.
After whining yesterday and most of today I decided to stop. Seriously, whining not only sounds stupid, it solves nothing. Instead I’m going to list a few things to work on so that a year from now I will not be stuck in the same whiny head space I’m in now. Fair?
1) Get back to consistent Nose Work training at home. (Get back to Nose Work class this spring.)
2) Seriously work on Jade’s reactivity to other dogs so that next year we can foster.
3) Do an intro to agility class with Jack to see if we both really want to do it.
4) Seriously ramp up my chainmaille skills with an eye toward craft shows the second half of the year.
5) Figure out if my back will let me continue running or if I need to find another exercise. This one truly, truly, seriously sucks, but I have to face the reality that my back may never get better. And if this is as good as it’s going to get, the pounding of running is not a good thing. I do not want to deal with this, but I have to, and it really pisses me off.
6) Start the process of starting a shelter Nose Work program at MACC if management there is agreeable.
So, first step of #1-clean out the garage so I have a reasonable space to train Nose Work. Will begin that tomorrow.
Accountability? Yeah, need that. So, every Monday I’ll report in.
And no whining allowed.